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Monday, November 09, 2009

past week & coming soon

The Past Week

The Show Company's 25th Anniversary Party

Venue: Reflections @ Keppel Bay

The Show Company (TSC) celebrated their 25th Anniversary with a BANG. Literally. The food was awesome, the alcohol was flowing, the entertainment was rocking and the fireworks, you don't expect any lesser when it comes to pyro & fireworks with TSC.

TSC  

me & cons

 Val, Carl & Cons

F1  F5

F3  F2

F4

 

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ZOUK FLEAMARKET & THE NEW MAJESTIC HOTEL CHARITY AUCTION

Venue: Zouk

Zouk held their once-monthly flea market, where everything went for 10 bucks! 2 tops for 10, 3 tops for 10, a pair of shoes for 10, a dress for 10, a bag for 10, well you get the drift.

Wahidah's hotel were also invited to set up a booth for charity at the flea market and held a mini auction for their vintage collector's chair.

I went along with Wahidah's 2 sisters to show some support and check out the bargains.

EVERYTHING for 10 bucks

CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP.

CHEAP

zouk in a different light

for halloween 2010

It is kinda weird to see Zouk in a different light, not filled with drunken idiots and loud music.

Wa & Charme

Charmaine & Wahidah

for charity

Chair for Auction

In the name of CHARITY.

i'm NOT for sale

no, i am NOT for sale.

Wa & Sisters

Wahidah and older sister (middle) and younger sis (right)

sisters & me

for sale

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COMING SOON!

First there was 1 and then 2. Then there was 3.

2 lovers  shuriken

Coming soon....

star tattoo

My stars will be better than those.

Excited!

 


Tuesday, November 03, 2009

perspective

I went to read some of my earlier posts. Earlier as in 2007 when i first started blogging here as 'maebemaebenot' and nobody gave a toss who i was. The things i wrote were a tad embarrasing at times. Funny how i didn't bother censoring myself then. Sad how much i have to keep to myself now.

Some things never change though. From the time i graduated in 2006 and now 3 years on the only thing that is constant is work. The only distraction i need. It's kinda sad how when everything else in my life is shitty the best remedy is to bury myself in work.

It's also nostalgic how much i have evolved as a person and how much my friends have changed alongside me. Our perspective and priorities in life change as we get older and gain more experience in life. My judgements are still clouded at times, buried in emotional depth. But luckily i have friends to set me straight and put it forth the way i would never have been able to do by myself. No man is an island, they say. It is true. As much as i would like to live this life flying solo, i am not capable of dealing with the things life throw my way by myself. I do need someone to tell me that "Look, you're going the wrong direction here. Focus. Try another route. You never know, it could be a better path to take." I am highly reliant on this kind of judgement.

The community here on Xanga have evolved too. There seems to be a fine, grey, blurry line between online and real life. Some crossed in a good way, others bad. It comes to a point where some of you don't even know what is real anymore. Some people are real here as they see Xanga as the only place they can truly be themselves. Meanwhile, some people here create another life for themselves altogether. The life they couldn't have in reality. For these people the only life they managed to get out of themselves is one full of deceit. I say, shame on you.

Then there is a wonderful majority of you, real as real can be both on and offline. I have had the pleasure of meeting a couple of you great people and i hope to be able to meet more some day. Do know that if in this lifetime i never get to meet any of you in person, i will be deeply saddened.

I will be here to stay as long as you still want me to. I realised that in some ways i need Xanga to keep me in check of what i was, who i am and where i want to be. Back-reading on my old posts have done just that. It's sort of a timeline on my life journey albeit one that started a little late.

I shall leave you now with a quote from one of my favourites:

"Be yourself; everyone else is already taken." - Oscar Wilde

 


Monday, November 02, 2009

Hallow's Eve

I didn't celebrate Halloween because i was too lazy-ass to do anything about it. But i hung out with my friends on the eve of Halloween instead at Winebar.

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me & jean

wawa, jean & me

me & aaron

wawa, lynn, jean & me

vodka mandarin bombs

Some pointers to myself:

- i need to learn to take pictures from another angle because i'm beginning to look stupid even to myself.

- mandarin orange vodka + jaeger + red bull = SUICIDE.

- don't flirt with bartenders.

- sequinned tops are better hand-washed.

An attempt to take a 'front-angle' picture of myself:

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I need to lose some of those cheeks.

:/

 


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

halloWHAT?

Halloween the past 2 years....

halloween 08 halloween 08_2

I was the Chinese Ghost. I freaked out quite a bit of people actually. Even the cab driver didn't want to pick me up from the club at 2am. LOL.

Halloween o7_2

halloween 07_3

I went as the dark angel. You digging my black wings?

halloween 07_1

The wings are huge-ass so i deposited them at baggage in the club and substitute with the cape instead. I'm smart like that. =)

BOOyah

This year, i am going as ME.

Be afraid....be VERY afraid....

 


Sunday, October 25, 2009

i love you

When is it appropriate to mutter these demonic words? So i stood like a dumb idiot, wondering what i am doing, putting myself in such a diabolical situation. "Oh that's nice, thank you". Yeah, Go Me. For someone who blogs a lot and pride herself for having aced her English exams, i sure am dumb when it comes to giving solid answers in situations like this.

It feels so wrong to return back that simple 3 words (+ too) when i am not feeling it. Not yet anyway. But that crestfallen face is heartbreaking. What can i do to make it better? To make him understand that no, it's not time yet. Not for me anyway. Is there such a thing as too soon to be saying it? Or if you can feel it even 3 days into a relationship (for the record, we've been together slightly more than 2 mths) and deem it appropriate to be said so you say it anyway? I'm asking a lot more questions here than when i needed to studying for my college exams.

Here's the honest truth, i am HORRIFIED.

There you go. Count yourself lucky i'm STILL here. If this was 8 months ago, i'd have run away faster than you can conjure the "i" in 'i love you'.

 



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